Last Monday LucyGrace died. She had a lovely life…most of her time was spent tracking me or just being with me. But her time on earth was up. So we said goodbye.
April 6th, 1998…July 8th, 2019
Today I have a cat scan and I am so fatigued I don’t know how I will get through it. Den says you just do. You make a determination and just do it. I don’t feel that great, and I am so scared of this scan. This is my first scan without Lucy. Scary…scary scan…I can’t stop panicking.
Books…I am not reading much of anything. I am worrying, panicking, stressing. I don’t even remember how to relax.
I just need to get through this day.
Patty
Books, Thoughts and Adventures 
Den is right. Go with the motions and then it’s over. Good luck!
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I did. It’s done. I got through it. Thank you!
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Oh, Patty… I am SO sorry!! Sending you hugs and prayers. Lean on Den today. You will get through this!
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I did. People are kind and I need to get a better grip on my emotions,
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Much love and hugs coming your way ♥️
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Thank you, Peggy!
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I am so sorry! Lucy had a wonderful life and I know you’ll all miss her.
You’ll get through today, even if it’s tough.
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I’m at Kaiser today, so I am using their wi-fi.
So sorry about Lucy! You have lovely photos and memories of her.
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This is still so sad that you can’t get to my blog.
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I did. I need to conquer my anxiety.
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Thank you!
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What a rough week. I’m so sorry about sweet Lucy and pray that your scan goes well.
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It was awful…awful! But I will be ok…
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So sorry to hear about Lucy. I hope you scan goes well and you get good news. You are a warrior!!!
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I am a warrior! A mighty one!
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So sorry to hear of Lucy’s passing. I know you all will miss her terribly. We lost our
kitty almost three years ago but some days it hits me hard because I miss her so much.
Praying for you all.
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Nadine…thank you so much.
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You know Lucy is still with you. You know it. I am guessing you are done with the scan now. Keep me posted.
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I’m so sorry about Lucy Grace💔 it never gets easier each one is so special. But you know Lucy is with you today she’ll hold paws 🐾 with you if you’ll just relax and think of only the feel of her small soft paws in your hand, the scan will be over in no time.💕
Love from me and my feline family of four again, Hula, Nico, Catrina, & Jedi
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Thank you so much.
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Scan is done…of course I worked myself up so much about it that I was a mess. The oncologist told me not to take the pills last night and today and I feel so much better. I may be one of those people who just can’t take them.
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Oh, Patty. I’m so sorry to hear about Lucy. Even when we know it’s imminent it’s so darned hard to say goodbye. Even when it’s the right thing to do. Just so hard. Sending you and Den hugs a warm thoughts. I hope the scan went okay.
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Thank you so much.
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I’m so sorry to hear of your loss of Lucy.
I hope your scan goes well, sending you positive vibes
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Thank you!
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Ah Patty so so sorry to hear the news of Lucy, I know how much you loved her and how much she loved you. Huge hug and caring thoughts. Thinking of you and the scan. Lean on Den.
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Patty I just saw this post. I’m sitting on a bus and I’m crying right now. People probably think I’m crazy. I’ve been dreading this day. I never met Lucy in person, but I feel like I did. I align her so closely to my Boozie and Sweetie. She and Sweetie would have been the same age: April 1998. I always kind of lived the rest of Sweetie’s life through Lucy…I’m so sorry…I’m kind of overwhelmed right now…😿😪
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Thank you so much!
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Sweet Lucy! She is now in Cat Heaven playing with clouds instead of yarn! She fulfilled her Earthly mission by giving you many happy moments and lots of love.
I still miss my cat Ignatius who went missing earlier this spring and I see him everyday in his son Vlastimir who was born after his father’s death. His mother Lyrna and aunty Snedzana are taking care of the fatherless child now.
Stay strong, deary, and make that catscan go well as a legacy for Lucy! How is her sister coping?
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Thank you, Dezzy. She is really just a little mixed up…
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I can’t say anything that the others haven’t yet, but I wanted to add my hugs to the bouquet of support being sent your way. I’m so very sorry.
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Thank you.
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Oh I am so sorry! All my condoloences and best wishes. Sending positive vibes to you!!!
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Thank you!
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Aw, I’m so sorry Patty. Hugs to you.
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Thank you!
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