I am not sure why just sitting around and thinking makes me feel so guilty…when I was little I loved to sit and think…it sort of cleared up all the things that were swirling around in my head…it is a few days after Christmas and it is just time to sit for a bit and not do anything. I don’t want to think about going out or shopping or even dinner…I want a day off from everything…a day off from details…a non thinking about anything important day…