So…no one seems to make peanut butter cookies any more…none of the bakeries around us do and I need these to be so close to homemade that they appear homemade. I don’t want to make them. Sigh! I hate cookie making. Look at these rough edges and the slightly misshapen form. The closest thing I found in my search yesterday was a peanut butter tart in a graham cracker crust with chocolate ganache and chopped peanuts mixed in but it won’t be the same. I am giving my craving one more day and it will be gone! I hope!
Yesterday we tried something new with the kitties…we replaced two smallish beds with one big new bed…it has a yummy soft lining and an egg crate mattress. We just swapped it out and this was the result! However…within the next 10 minutes Roxie was somersaulting into Lucy and the peacefulness was ended. They don’t seem to understand that they can spread out…when Roxie spreads out she uses the space to somersault into Lucy…Roxie is ever the annoying little sister. No matter what that bedroom chair is not mine any more. They have staked a claim.
I am still enjoying both of these books…
But I have barely started this one…
I have to share that I am scared today. Today is the official end to Chemo. I had my last one exactly three weeks ago. Since then I have had a cat scan and bloodwork and today I will talk to my oncologist. If everything is as it should be…there will be a longer time until I see him again. So…every pain or ache or anything weird will continue to freak me out. My job is to learn how to deal with all of this scary stuff.
I hope I can.