What A Week…

Last Monday LucyGrace died. She had a lovely life…most of her time was spent tracking me or just being with me. But her time on earth was up. So we said goodbye.

April 6th, 1998…July 8th, 2019

Today I have a cat scan and I am so fatigued I don’t know how I will get through it. Den says you just do. You make a determination and just do it. I don’t feel that great, and I am so scared of this scan. This is my first scan without Lucy. Scary…scary scan…I can’t stop panicking.

Books…I am not reading much of anything. I am worrying, panicking, stressing. I don’t even remember how to relax.

I just need to get through this day.

Patty

36 thoughts on “What A Week…

  1. Carol Evans says:

    I am so sorry! Lucy had a wonderful life and I know you’ll all miss her.
    You’ll get through today, even if it’s tough.

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  2. Nadine says:

    So sorry to hear of Lucy’s passing. I know you all will miss her terribly. We lost our
    kitty almost three years ago but some days it hits me hard because I miss her so much.
    Praying for you all.

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    • aubieal0878 says:

      I’m so sorry about Lucy Grace💔 it never gets easier each one is so special. But you know Lucy is with you today she’ll hold paws 🐾 with you if you’ll just relax and think of only the feel of her small soft paws in your hand, the scan will be over in no time.💕

      Love from me and my feline family of four again, Hula, Nico, Catrina, & Jedi

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    • Patty says:

      Scan is done…of course I worked myself up so much about it that I was a mess. The oncologist told me not to take the pills last night and today and I feel so much better. I may be one of those people who just can’t take them.

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  3. Mary says:

    Oh, Patty. I’m so sorry to hear about Lucy. Even when we know it’s imminent it’s so darned hard to say goodbye. Even when it’s the right thing to do. Just so hard. Sending you and Den hugs a warm thoughts. I hope the scan went okay.

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  4. Kathryn says:

    Ah Patty so so sorry to hear the news of Lucy, I know how much you loved her and how much she loved you. Huge hug and caring thoughts. Thinking of you and the scan. Lean on Den.

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    • June says:

      Patty I just saw this post. I’m sitting on a bus and I’m crying right now. People probably think I’m crazy. I’ve been dreading this day. I never met Lucy in person, but I feel like I did. I align her so closely to my Boozie and Sweetie. She and Sweetie would have been the same age: April 1998. I always kind of lived the rest of Sweetie’s life through Lucy…I’m so sorry…I’m kind of overwhelmed right now…😿😪

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  5. DEZZY says:

    Sweet Lucy! She is now in Cat Heaven playing with clouds instead of yarn! She fulfilled her Earthly mission by giving you many happy moments and lots of love.
    I still miss my cat Ignatius who went missing earlier this spring and I see him everyday in his son Vlastimir who was born after his father’s death. His mother Lyrna and aunty Snedzana are taking care of the fatherless child now.
    Stay strong, deary, and make that catscan go well as a legacy for Lucy! How is her sister coping?

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