Last Monday LucyGrace died. She had a lovely life…most of her time was spent tracking me or just being with me. But her time on earth was up. So we said goodbye.
April 6th, 1998…July 8th, 2019
Today I have a cat scan and I am so fatigued I don’t know how I will get through it. Den says you just do. You make a determination and just do it. I don’t feel that great, and I am so scared of this scan. This is my first scan without Lucy. Scary…scary scan…I can’t stop panicking.
Books…I am not reading much of anything. I am worrying, panicking, stressing. I don’t even remember how to relax.
I just need to get through this day.