I Guess It’s Hard To Stay Away…

I decided to read and post about what I am reading. I have had some focus problems lately, too, so I finally settled on the new James Swanson book…which is really good and not due out for a few months. In this book a book store owner has an a weird association to eight perfect murders and as I read about them he is getting even more involved.

I am still so tired. I have a PA who comes over twice a week. She is helpful and even when I think I can’t move she helps me to move. I have to stand or walk every hour no matter how tired I am. I can’t imagine being as as strong as I used to be. I am short of breath and it’s all my own fault for being weak. I could cry every day. And I do.

The absolute worst part of leaving my house is the 14 stairs that take me downstairs and then out of the house. I had to do it Wednesday and I didn’t think it could be done but I did it. I have to do it again on Monday and I am already freaking out. Sigh.

One of these days I will be me again…hopefully.

Have a great weekend!

Patty

17 thoughts on “I Guess It’s Hard To Stay Away…

  1. Kathryn says:

    Patty do not underestimate the courage it takes to move every hour and to conquer those stairs. You inspire me, you might think you don’t, but believe me you do.

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  2. Barbara from Goodreads says:

    I love Peter Swanson’s books, glad you are enjoying this one. I think you are very strong person and I believe you will get better day by day. Sending you hugs and prayers.

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  3. Laurel-Rain Snow says:

    Your admirable persistence in regaining your strength, while still reading and enjoying your books is an inspiration. Sending positive energy your way!

    So glad I can find your blog again from my apartment.

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  4. Ti says:

    It’s going to take some time but it will happen. Your strength will return. And what you don’t have in the way of strength physically, you certainly have mentally. Give yourself some credit!

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