We are supposed to get hit by that hurricane…more rain…more wind…more weird weather. My sister Paula just left today and I am very sad. Den is very sad. Roxie is very very sad. Roxie sticks with Paula until Paula gently puts her out of her room when we all go to bed. She sticks with Paula when she reads or knits. She follows Paula into her bathroom and tries to play with all of her toiletries! I am thankful that Paula is very tolerant of Roxie. One side of our kitchen table has a bench rather than chairs so if Paula sits there Roxie sits on the bench right next to her. Roxie loves Paula!
I am reading this…so good I can’t stand it! But at first I thought it was normal…just a normal mystery but now it’s starting to get just a little…well really a lot weird.
I am also reading this and it’s lovely…
I am a little tired and my CA 125 count went up and I have to have a PET scan tomorrow…which I am of course freaking out about. My sister Paula literally was at the front door just as we came in from the oncologist…so I literally just hung onto her and cried. This stuff has made me prone to anxiety and panic attacks. So…this news is hard for me. My oncologist says that Ovarian Cancer is chronic…you just fight it and fight it and fight it. My sister has a cousin in law…that I know from when we were all younger…who is going through the same thing. We knew of each other and OC but we had never talked. I called her and we talked and she was an amazing source of strength for me. Where I have retreated and withdrawn…she has attacked life. She hits it hard! I can learn from Mary Beth but I felt good just talking to her. Thank you so much Mary Beth! Plus my brother Jim talked me through everything that happens during a PET scan…I love my brother Jim! He tells me to listen to Dr. Costello and be strong! And Den…OMG…what would I ever do without his strength?
You all need to have a great day!